In the corner of a room, sat a girl lost in her deep thoughts. Her eyes were blank and her face was expressionless. Her brain was boiling up with thoughts of her future while her heart was in a state of confusion as to what to do in life. Life had been a journey devoid of struggles for her and whatever she tried to get was with her without a mere scratch. But now she was a grown up teenager who had aspirations piling up every single day. Her mind wasn't stable over one single thing. She wanted to do everything possible in one life time. This led to sleepless nights and over thinking days where she could do nothing but think. Coming to a conclusion was a regular thing and going to the same process of thinking all over again was now a ritual.
Right now it was not alone the future plans that troubled her mind but also the messed up state she was in. She never expected someone so close to leave her to struggle much more when she has never been struggling all life. The mere reason being she doesn't know how to struggle. The sole explanation being she behaves like a kid and gives up on everything without a second thought. The attempts she makes after giving up are trashed down to her childish behaviour being noticed.
Tears start forming in her eyes when she realises that she's all alone to face herself. More than that it hurts her that someone could leave her for her weakness and not accept her as a whole. Her heart ached to burst out and release all the pain she's going through since that moment but she just can't let it out. Her family is in a state of grief owing to the troubles they've been facing and she doesn't want to add herself to it.
She wipes her fallen drops of tears and smiles at the thought that just ran through her mind. She stands up slowly and closes her eyes to sink it in that she's not going to be a loser and let struggles get bigger, her aim is much bigger than that and one day she's going to make it to the top and show the person who left her for her weakness that even with her weakness she's never going to be led down.
A new spirit of achieving rises in her and she makes it a point that she's going to fight with her weakness every second it tries to bring her down as now there's no looking back at the left outs. She's going to giver her best and deserve the best in return. A smile creeps up on her lips and she makes her way to a peaceful sleep.
EMOTIONS TURNING INTO POWER!!
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